I cnt tll ma love 2 him evn aftr he prpsin.........wht shld i do????

hey gauyz m in a big probz plzzzzzz tell me what 2 do.....i love him a lot n he loves me a lot...........v were gud frndz in da beginning v hv nt met at all hez ma frndz distant relative.......i met him in orkut n gt 2 knw him well within few months v were only gud frndz till dis jan............whn he tld me dat he lovez me i just cldnt blv it i thnk whnevr v chatted bth of us were in love bt thn pretended 2 b frndz..i never evn thght dat he wld tll me dat he lovez me......da main prob is dat hez nt ma religion n i love ma parents mre dan nythng i mean ma dad n hez gt mny xpectations abt me n ma wedding n ma mom as well.....fine i'll 4get thm 4 him bt thn wldnt it b some sought of cheating .....only whn m in their stage i'll knw dat pain.........i cnt tll him no as well coz i knw dat i cnt 4get him.........de only shore is dat i'll meet him soon n c if hez ma guy as i knw hw i'll meet him...plz gauyz say sumthng m in a big confusion....plzzz help me out