Dysfunctional family?

Its tough on you huh? it sad to hear that but ill try to help you as much as i can . (= well your family will always be your family . you still have sisters and brothers and a mom that cares right? so your family is NOT all broken apart. you still have love ones. have i mention you still have friends who love you? If you have good friends, they can help you through it, don't worry, i know adult stuff can be hard sometimes or all the times but they will be a day where they will realize they need you . Like your dad perhaps, he will realize it someday that he loves you and need you. Don't worry, your dad loves you maybe he doesnt show it, but he does, i mean , what kind of dad doesnt love their kids thats rarely. I think your dad loves you deep down he does. (: Dont worry okay ? You should just let go, not let go of your family but like just go with the flow . things are already like that so you really can't change it since the deal is kinda big so yeah. just live happily with the ones you love and the ones that love you . Dont be depress or sad about this matter. maybe your mom, dad, and s.m hates each other but that doesnt mean they hate you. (x dont start a new life without them that would be sad. Live with them . well at least with your mom and siblings since they love you and all. Try talking to your mom about letting u visit your dad more often okay? try talking so she would understand that you also need your dad's love. or not, talk to your dad about you and him spending some time together. (= Life is tough kidd, but living to its fullest is the main. (: I hope you understand what i said . Sorry for your family problems. ><